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[Friday, April 30th, 2004 at 9:46pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | Big D and the kids table ] i'm so fucking lame. READ (0) CMNT

[Friday, April 30th, 2004 at 12:12pm] oh and jess knows kevin lenord. weird huh? READ (0) CMNT

[Friday, April 30th, 2004 at 12:09pm] Yeah fuck i got in trouble for going on LJ this morning. FUCK YOU MRS.BUSH. yeah and i'm about to get in trouble again so peace. READ (0) CMNT

[Friday, April 30th, 2004 at 8:52am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | jill and melissa- beatles songs ] asdasdnkjasdjfnkjabnsfjihaw.... i'm in school. haven't had time to updated really. uhhh where do i start?? oh! wendsday. sarah and robin came to my house after school. haha sarah broke my mirror by accident and she cut herself on it. she wrote me a note in blood. i hung it on my wall. we wanted her to come to the show with us. her mom wouldn't let her go. we saw catch 22 and big d. funfunfun. catch was awesome and the trombone player in big d was SEXY. i wanted to lick his face. we saw rocko and risa there. rocko was like yaayyy save you from a drunken sweaty guy fight. thanx rocko. i want to marry you. last night was my brother's confirmation. the mass was like 120938592743905723959827349872938 hours long. there is this really hot kid. kevin by coincidence. he has cool shoes and i told him that i liked them. i prolly wont see him like EVER again and that makes me sad. ahhhhhhhgjgjgjgjgjgjgjgjg. yeah i'm leaving now. READ (0) CMNT

[Tuesday, April 27th, 2004 at 4:07pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | bayside ] i try to be something that i'm not. i use bits and pieces of other's personalitys to form my own. i lie too much. i'm unatractive. i'm not a very good writer. i judge people too quickly i form sterotypes i'm lazy i say the wrong things at the wrong time i don't work up to my potential i don't care...about anything i'm rude and sometimes, i'm obnoxious. i'm slefish i'm bitchy i put on an act. i take too long in the shower i'm too dramitic i'm not athletic i'm not skinny i'm not funny...at all i'm lame...i'm the lamest person alive i'm weak. i have no life. i don't take enough risks. i'm not as "bad ass" as i claim to be i'm not funny...it was worth saying twice i'm not smart i smoke too much and for the wrong reasons i drink too much alone i avoid bad situations i'm unmotivated i spend too much time feeling sorry for myself. i watch too much TV i spend too much time on the computer i'm not myself around guys that i like. infact, i'm not myslef around alot of people i am a jelous person i spend too much time alone. i'm a hateful person i say stupid things i embaress myslef with the STUPID ASS THINGS THAT I SAY i get nervous for no reason at all i have bad spelling skills i don't pay attention in school i don't like to learn i care too much about waht people think of me i trust people too easy i wish i was a diffrent person i'm too hard on myself i complain to draw attention to myself i think everyone is my friend i'm picky i am mean to people i'm superficial i make my mom cry on a regular basis i'm too self involved i'm boy crazy i'm moody i'm forgetful i'm a poser i'm a loser i'm mean to my mom...like alot. god i'm so fucking lame. READ (2) CMNT

[Monday, April 26th, 2004 at 5:05pm] [ music | bush ] Gavin Rosdale is hot. mhm. gavin your hot.         HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA MY LOVE!!! READ (0) CMNT

[Sunday, April 25th, 2004 at 10:36am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | tbs ] up early again today. i have to go to albany because my brother has rehearsal for confirmation. well i don't have to go. its just that their is this really hot kid in his class. hot enough to get my ass out of bed. he has a leather jacket with a misfits patch on the back. mhm. that'll do.   fucking kevin fealy is going to the warped tour. i told him that i would kill jimmy if i could go with him. i really would. it would sooooo be worth it. well, maybe not life in prison is worth a show, but i would serously walk to new jersy....i would start...right now....   steve and i are going to steal a car and drive tho. mike is comming too. WOOT. should be fun. READ (2) CMNT

[Saturday, April 24th, 2004 at 10:32am] [ mood | shut the hell up ] [ music | alexisonfire WOOT. ] tired. can't sleep and i don't know why. although i had this really strange dream. i got these really ugly tattoos of like minney mouse...who the fuck gets minnie mouse tattooed on their shoulder? anyway twords the end of the dream i deceided that i didn't like them and they washed off in the shower.then i woke up. strange huh? ugh bored. leaving now. READ (0) CMNT

[Thursday, April 22nd, 2004 at 1:02pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | karina singing ] I'm in computer ed. we are doing a RETARDED project.... new girl is in this class...shes cool.i talked to her a little in lunch ...oh oh oh and i got Janis Joplin for the living meuseam WOOT. fucking steven got john lenon...him and his "special" friends will bring shame to the beatles...sarah would have been a good ringo star too :-( oh well i gotta go before i get yelled at. READ (0) CMNT

[Wednesday, April 21st, 2004 at 11:02pm] BLINK 182, THE USED, AND TAKING BACK SUNDAY ARE COMMING HERE...BITCHES. READ (2) CMNT

[Monday, April 19th, 2004 at 3:58pm] [ mood | fuck ] [ music | the velmas ] -- Name: Kristina -- Birthplace: hospital -- Current Location: colonie -- Eye Color: hazel -- Hair Color: dyed redish black -- Height: 5'4 ish -- Righty or Lefty: right -- Zodiac Sign: aries LAYER TWO: -- Your heritage: italian -- The shoes you wore today: my converse low tops -- Your fears: you. -- Your perfect pizza: umm...zia's...yumm -- Goal you'd like to achieve: to be mediocore at bass rather than just fucking sucking at it. LAYER THREE: -- Your thoughts first waking up: FUCK! -- Your best physical feature: ha. -- Your bedtime: never the same -- Your most missed memory: ummm LAYER FOUR: -- Pepsi or Coke: coke -- McDonald's or Burger King: burger king -- Single or group dates: single -- Adidas or Nike: if i had to pick...adidas -- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea -- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate -- Cappuccino or coffee: coffee LAYER FIVE: -- Cuss: fuck -- Sing: mhm -- Have a crush(es): yupp -- Do you think you've been in love: no -- Want to go to college: maybe...but i'm not really planning on it... -- Want to get married: yupp -- Believe in yourself: nope -- Get motion sickness: sometimes -- Think you're a health freak: hell no -- Get along with your parent(s): ha. no. -- Like thunderstorms: yes -- Play an instrument: yes...if you can call it "playing" its more like...a moose dying type of sound. LAYER SIX: In the past month... -- Drank alcohol: friday night -- Had Sex: no -- Made Out: no -- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: not the whoolllee boox -- Eaten sushi: no -- Been on stage: yup -- Been dumped: no -- Gone skating: don't skate -- Made homemade cookies: no -- Gone skinny dipping: no, not worm enough yet hehe -- Dyed your hair: yup -- Stolen anything: yup LAYER SEVEN: Ever... -- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: haha yeah -- Been caught "doing something": no -- Been called a tease: yup -- Gotten beaten up: i think... -- Shoplifted: yup -- Changed who you were to fit in: no LAYER EIGHT: -- Age you hope to be married: at most 26 -- Numbers and Names of Children: 2 boys: Travis and Kelly, one girl: risa -- Describe your Dream Wedding: vegas bitches -- Where you want to go to college: like i said, not really planning on going to collage but if i did i would prolly go to hudson valley lol -- What do you want to be when you grow up: in a fucking band. -- What country would you most like to visit: italy LAYER NINE: In a guy/girl.. -- Best eye color?: dark brown -- Best hair color?: blue hehe -- Short or long hair: longer enough for them to flip it when it gets in their eyes *drool* -- height: taller than me -- Best weight: don't care -- Best articles of clothing: girls jeans and band shirts LAYER TEN: -- Number of people I could trust with my life: 8 -- Number of CDs that I own: like 90 or so. -- Number of piercings: 6 -- Number of tattoos: none :-( -- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: umm never. -- Number of scars on my body: about 13 -- Number of things in my past that I regret: alot 5 bands/artists you'd kill to meet (dead or alive) 1.NOFX 2.the beatles 3.sum 41 4.nirvana 5.rancid 9 things you're looking forward to: 1.sex 2.tattoos 3.catch 22 show 4.taking back sunday show 5.more peircings 6.adam 7.adam 8.adam 9.adam 8 things that annoy you: 1.you 2.people who call me "skater" or "goth" because i am neither 3.posers 4.celeberties and the public's fasination with them 5.rap 6.phat farms 7.wiggers 8.sluts/cheerleaders...but whats the diffrence 5 things you do every morning: 1.turn on the radio 2.get dressed 3.do my eye liner 4.go back to sleep 5.go to school and talk to people 4 people who you dont see enough of: 1.adam 2.jess 3.other jess 4.adam 5 people you miss 1.adam 2.adam 3.adam 4.adam 5.my aunt robin 3 movies you could watch over and over: 1.SLC punk 2.daised and confused 3.ferris bulluer 4.anything adam sandler (so i added an extra) 5 of your favorite songs at the moment: Brand New-ok i belive you, but my tommy gun don't Alexisonfire-counterparts and number them bayside-poison in my veins senses fail-one eight seven the velmas-your everything READ (0) CMNT

[Saturday, April 17th, 2004 at 3:09pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | alexisonfire ] 1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: "demons have no shame" 2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? the tv 3: What is the last thing you watched on TV? The real world 4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is 2:30 5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 3:11 6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? the tv 7: When did you last step outside? ummm like 12 8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at? Jess's journal 9: What are you wearing? Jeans and a Rancid shirt 10: Did you dream last night? not that i remeber... 11: When did you last laugh? yesterday when my brother came home with the STUPIDEST tattoo i've ever seen 12: What is on the walls of the room you are in? band posters...pictures of my friends 13: Seen anything weird lately? ummm nooo not reallyyy 14: What do you think of this quiz? its ok 15: What is the last film you saw? my cousin vinnie 16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? a new bass 17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: i've worn these jeans everyday for over a week :-D 18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? i...don't even know... 19: Do you like to dance? no. 20: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years? power-crazy nutcase that is doing something that he didnt need to do at all. 21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her. risa 21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? travis or jordan 22: Would you ever consider living abroad? maybe...depends on where specificly. READ (0) CMNT

[Thursday, April 15th, 2004 at 8:35pm] [ mood | muhaha ] [ music | alexisonfire ] I WENT TO THE MALL WITH ADAM AND IT WAS FUN AS HELL. oh and i met his friend MIKE...MIKE the drummer MIKE. haha...i LOVE adam. READ (0) CMNT

[Tuesday, April 13th, 2004 at 6:36pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | the distillers ] I see: computer I need: a dollar I find: a pen I want: a new bass I have: a shitty bass I wish: for everything i want I love: adam s I hate: you I miss: my brother I fear: mirrors I feel: cold I hear: faint flickering of the TV in the other room I smell: food I crave: adam I search: for love I wonder: who invented duct tape I regret: ... that was pointless but anyway...saw adam last night. he wants to "hang out" this weekend...should be fun fun fun...ohohoh and i had lessons. yeah...i'm a disgrace...i should be shot in the head for sucking so bad. mhm...i really have nothing to say... READ (1) CMNT

[Monday, April 12th, 2004 at 11:14am] [ mood | hehe ] [ music | the pixies ] fuck yeah. i'll write a REAL entry later READ (0) CMNT

[Saturday, April 10th, 2004 at 8:38pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Dashboard ] fuck. READ (0) CMNT

[Friday, April 9th, 2004 at 4:48pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Anti-Flag ] AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DC was so0o0o0o0o0o much fun. i wish i was still there. Robin, Sarah, Jess, and I were stalking hot guys. Zac #1 was cool but his friends were pricks. and then we had alley talk to hair flip kid but they were mean and ran away. lol rouelou was like "ha did you get any digets?" it was great. they were the only people i met.Robin and Jess met zac #2 and we got his screen name and they met other people too all with out me :-( thats ok tho...they mentioned me and got their screen names...i'll talk to them and be like yo, my friends met you in DC. The bus was the most fun. we had B, Rouelou, yreou, and Dr. Guyse. B was saying random stuff over the mic like "if you look to your left you will see a yellow corvette....c5...its prolly REALLY fast"...and him and Roulou were like YAAAYY lets sing for mrs. bush and mrs. grande (OMFG MR.GRANDE LAUGHED!!!! and he DANCED AND SMILED!!!!! i never thought i would see the day!!!!) and mrs.yerou was like YAAAYYY lets sing happy birthday to sarah and give her a cupcake!!!... the hotel was pretty fun too. we had "deep conversations" while sarah striatend her hair and DON'T LOOK ROBIN DOESNT HAVE PANTS ON!!!and we had a shaving party. funny stuff. yeah...we are funny kids. jbskjdbfjhajsdk bye. READ (2) CMNT

[Sunday, April 4th, 2004 at 8:31pm] [ mood | hehe ] [ music | autopilot off ] if you are reading this, and it is between monday and thursday, it sucks to be you. cuz i'm in DC and your not. so ha...haha...ha. READ (4) CMNT

[Sunday, April 4th, 2004 at 1:00pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | brand new...are they and emo band? ] am i emo? this kid that chad hangs out with said i'm emo. does anyone think i'm emo besides him? cuz i don't think i'm emo.....yeah maybe i am... READ (1) CMNT

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